About A Guy...
theres a time when someone stalk me to school..
who keep bothering me wif small talks n walks beside me...
n u were there, waiting for me...
walk wif me to school...
making sure the guy had no chance of bothering me again...
theres a time when we r locked in school...
n i was so panic.. trying hard not to cry...
n u were there, calming me down...
n u make sure i jump off from the 2nd level safely..
before u make a jump urself...
theres a time when i had a bad xperience wif my bf...
n u get to noe of it from my best fren..
n u were there, supporting me...
trying hard to make me feel better...
theres a time when i broke off wif my bf...
although its my decision, but it is painful...
n u were there, lending me ur shoulder...
while i cry myself out...
n u silently hush me till i m okay...
theres a time when i did sumting bad...
sumting awfully bad...
n i dunno who to speak to...
n u were there, listening to all the things i poured out..
n advise me to b more careful nxt time...
theres a time when i broke off my engagement...
n things had been chaotic for me...
n u were there, wif ur 'i told u so'...
n ur positive advices abt me learning my lesson...
and after all dat times...
its been nearly 13 years since i've known u...
i've seen ur best... n had been thru ur worst...
u used to adore nirvana, especially kurt cobain...
u influenced me till i noe when kurt die, wat he suffered from..
n wat he wrote in his last letter...
u didnt reali has any fav EPL team..
u always chose the winning one...
u noe wat responsible is, n wats ur limit...
u r one who understand me deeply, and vice versa...
sumtimes we dun hv to say it out loud...
but we noe wat each other is thinking...
we used to look at sumting n then turn to each other...
n suddenly broke into laughter...
u used to confess every single thing u did..
n tell me stories about wat u xperienced..
both me n u r so comfy wif each other...
we tell each other things we didnt dare tell others
i think we can blackmail each other..
wif wateva secrets we kept...
n now we do keep in contact wif each other..
but we hv moved on wif our lives...
although we had our own commitments to deal wif..
i hope dat we can stil be best of frens...
even when we r wif sumone else...
or when we r married, or hv kids...
i appreciate watever things u did for me...
no matter how small or how little...
n i will always be here...
if u ever need sumone to listen...
n today is ur special day...
no confettis falling on ur head..
no jet flying wif ur name on a banner...
no private party wif lotsa babes either..
jus a simple 'happy bday'
from the bottom of my heart..
n may u b happy wif dat sumone by ur side...
~ peace : love : empathy ~